we’ve had our ups and downs. we’ve had our lies and secrets, our fights and weeks of not communicating. i’ve been there for you through  the birth of your child to another man and your drinkaddiction. you’ve gotten me through psychiatric breakdowns, broken dreams and poisonous friendships. you mean the world to me, as do your sons, to whom i feel no bias toward. i just want you to know that the feeling of being in your arms is unlike anything I’ve ever felt. my depression is nonexistent with you in my life. i feel this happiness i never thought i could be lucky enough to ever feel. you make me smile with the smallest of gestures and looks. i love the way you kiss me. i love the way you look me in the eyes like i’m the only boy in the world. i love how you’d kill for me. i love how you have no inhibitions about you and i raising our kids maybe i have some crazy ideas about the future but we’ve had each other in our lives for a long enough time that i feel as though i can get through anything i love all aspects of being with you and you’re the only woman i have ever felt this strongly toward. i know i’m young and maybe this won’t last forever, but it will last long enough for me to have you written into my heart for a long long time. this happiness that you taught me that i’m grateful to have experienced because before i met you i thought i was destined to have lows and average days but never being completely content with my life. now i am.
we have a future, and maybe forever isn’t an option but as long as i’m with you, those feelings will be remembered forever. for you to know that i was chosen by you when you had boys that had been in your life for longer than i have. you love my family, and when you come over i can’t help fantasizing what it would be like to live together forever. i love you so much babe, and i hope there is hope of staying this way for a long time.